It’s been a while again… I’m sorry.
How are you doing? I’m genuinely asking.
Also while I have you, can I ask:
If I was a streamer would you come watch me play video games/hang out with me?
Before I get into my life lately, I wanna say now, I’m doing great. I’m just going through it with this emotional rollercoaster.
It’s me, I’m the emotional roller coaster. Hear me out though, I think it has everything to do with me on my own journey to finding and loving myself.
I’ve been correcting things in my life that have shed light on areas I want to work on.
A HUGE part of this process is taking risks when it comes to being my true self. I hold back a lot because I’m nervous what others will think of me.
I’m learning to embrace my personality, and love me for everything I am.
I happen to think I’m funny- others think I’m weird…, but WHO cares!! I’m happily me.
Ultimately, I’m slowly trying to get out of my shell which is why I was wondering if any of you would watch my stream if I ever got the guts to go live!
Being a streamer would be an amazing dream come true, but in order to do that, I’d have to actually do it first… scary.
I know I’d be great and I try to be positive. Even if no one watched, I’d still really enjoy it.
First I need a camera.. I have lots of work to do. (Excuses) Ahhhh anxiety.
Anyways! I hope you all are doing well, and have wonderful days to come.