This can’t be from lack of sleep.
All I ever do is sleep!
I can’t enjoy a full day without getting sleepy and dozing off.
I used to think it was because I work the graveyard shift, have been for years now.
If that’s not it
Could I be depressed?
Aren’t we all if this is what it is?
I work so hard to fight this urge.
Urge to be mean, cold , bitter, more selfish than normal.
I fight the urge to cut everyone off and run away back to my shell somewhere in the mountains.
What is going on with me? Why can’t I figure it out- Why do I always wish for the easy way out?
Intrusive thoughts from a rough day.