This can’t be from lack of sleep.
All I ever do is sleep!
I can’t enjoy a full day without getting sleepy and dozing off.
I used to think it was because I work the graveyard shift, have been for years now.
If that’s not it
Could I be depressed?
Aren’t we all if this is what it is?
I work so hard to fight this urge.
Urge to be mean, cold , bitter, more selfish than normal.
I fight the urge to cut everyone off and run away back to my shell somewhere in the mountains.
What is going on with me? Why can’t I figure it out- Why do I always wish for the easy way out?
Intrusive thoughts from a rough day.
xoxo
-Brittany❤️🌻
Barely A Blog 
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Those are beautiful words. Glad to find your lovely blog here! 😊
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Thank you so much! Thanks for being here!
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You are welcome! Always a pleasure! 😇
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Keep your head up 🤗
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I guess this describes a drowning in fears, but the question is what way out she talks about here: I hope it is the way out of fear and not the way of giving up.
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A way out of her head and thoughts, maybe?
Who really knows?
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Well, you know of course, haha.
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Lol thank you for commenting. It wasn’t one of my best days but I’m glad I wrote it.
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Everyone has bad days and why shan’t they be reflected in your working? … It’s completely okay.
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