I sit here anxious.
Counting ever minute and hour that passes
It’s almost time to go to work tonight.
I’ve been awake since the 9am.
I sit here anxious.
Pondering my life’s choices.
Debating every decision I’ve ever made.
Did I make all the right choices?
Is there something I should be doing instead?
What should I do for the rest of my life?
I’m only 24,
And even though that’s a short time for some.
It feels like an eternity
An eternity is to come too.
I just don’t want to screw up.
I sit here anxious
What is my life supposed to be made of?
🌻❤️-B
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3 responses to “I sit here anxious”
When I was 24 I would never have guessed my life would end up the way it is now at 43. But I guess none of us have a crystal ball, and I’m not sure if there is such a thing as screwing up, or if there are just a bunch of different possibilities and we happen to stumble into particular ones.
Hugs xo
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I agree! It’s just scary but apart of life I suppose.
Thank you for commenting. I hope you are doing well. ☺️
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It’s hard to avoid scary, but I suppose the alternative would be stagnation, and that’s probably not so good either. 💖
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