I sit here anxious

I sit here anxious.

Counting ever minute and hour that passes

It’s almost time to go to work tonight.

I’ve been awake since the 9am.

I sit here anxious.

Pondering my life’s choices.

Debating every decision I’ve ever made.

Did I make all the right choices?

Is there something I should be doing instead?

What should I do for the rest of my life?

I’m only 24,

And even though that’s a short time for some.

It feels like an eternity

An eternity is to come too.

I just don’t want to screw up.

I sit here anxious

What is my life supposed to be made of?

🌻❤️-B

3 responses to “I sit here anxious”

  1. When I was 24 I would never have guessed my life would end up the way it is now at 43. But I guess none of us have a crystal ball, and I’m not sure if there is such a thing as screwing up, or if there are just a bunch of different possibilities and we happen to stumble into particular ones.

    Hugs xo

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    1. I agree! It’s just scary but apart of life I suppose.
      Thank you for commenting. I hope you are doing well. ☺️

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      1. It’s hard to avoid scary, but I suppose the alternative would be stagnation, and that’s probably not so good either. 💖

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