I have this constant hunger inside. The urge to write it always there. For reasons unknown, I ignore my gut. Could it be the doubt inside telling me my art isn’t good enough? There are so many things to write about. Endless topics that still need to be researched and shared with the world! Yet, [...]
I feel like a cry I need a good scream. The kind you’d hike up a mountain for, Be careful not to slip. I crave a release An escape from the devil inside. If you dive deep enough, do you think we can drain him out? The river flows, Poisoned.. contaminated. “If you were gone [...]
Her skin so shiny like the sun reflecting off the waters it looked so soft like silky sheets hanging off. how come I don’t glisten? Never mind, I didn't mean it... it's just sometimes— I feel so defeated. Looking at her then at me If you had to choose one it wouldn't be me.
Flowers fragile and beautiful.What comes to your mind when you think about a flower?Is it love, loss, strength, positivity? There are so many flowers in this world and like people.They are all unique in there own way. Flowers seem so fragileon the outsidebut on the insideThey stay stable during the harshest of weather.Through wind, rainFlowers [...]
Today I woke up to the soothing feeling of my air conditioner, next to my love, I am full of gratitude.I made my bed mindfully, something I learned from reading.A book that has opened my eyes, on how to be mindful, minus all the liesFor that, I am full of gratitude.I sat down, relaxed, I [...]
What does it mean to find yourself?To find yourself means to find out the kind of person you are and what you want in life.So what kind of person am I?Because I know the person I want to be, and I know what I want in life, but what if the person I want to [...]
As a child I was told not to trust anyone. I was told you can’t trust the people you love, they will hurt you more than someone you don’t love. Because you love them so much, when they do betrayed you that heartbreak is the worst in the world. Betrayal. I feel betrayal constantly Why [...]
I sit and ponder. My mind slips while I sip. I dream I'm somebody. My words have meaning in this daydream. People see my work and feel connected to it. I see myself in a pattern. A routine The kind only ones with a plan get. Months pass now I'm still successful. Still in a [...]
The urge to write grows stronger with each day that goes by. I want to write desperately, need to release. Confused by all the topics to write about, each left without a beginning. Starting is the hardest part for me.No more.I wished.Part of the process of being a writer means embracing your disasters.Right?By disasters, I [...]
